Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 11:30 PM
things that needs to be done:
1) cut down on spending on those junkies in school
2) increase my income by hook or by crook even if it means selling my kidney (hahas. no i am not gg to sell my kidney)
3) make it down to driving centre to sign up for BBT (now i understand why kel didnt get for BBT done on her 18th)
4) Projects to be done!
5) Finance test coming up and also access test
6) ****************PRAY!
7) just got reminded, to buy a box for my fisheye baby & actionsampler.
there endless stuff that needs to be done, but i feel rather slack. too lazy to do anything. bing, you better get gg.
anyway, there are so many things gg on nowadays that i really need to come back to his grace & strength once again.
he spoke to me the other day,
"the point where your strength ends, its where my grace begins"
it really touches my heart as these few days i realised i rely too much on my own strength, wisdom to do all the things he wants me to do. its no wonder i dont feel satisfied. its pride when we dont acknowledge his grace.
cat shared with us her revelation, about building the temple of God in our lives. during that cg, i cried once again in his presence. he reminded me again of how he will always be with me. i wish i could draw or paint as like what people says, "picture speaks a thousand words". a vision from him, my life will never be the same again.
i want Him badly. so badly like as if i would not be able to take my next breath if he dont show up.
From me to you:
when i see your smile, it just speaks of perfection
i love you
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 11:33 PM
24 JUNE!
my fav day of the year! *thrills*
just wanna thank all the many people who wished me happy birthday either online/through sms/celebrated my birthday live for me/those who are planning to meet up to celebrate but due to time constraint.. i just wanna scream many more
THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS! to you! yup YOU!
i feel so so blessed this year by all those angels God has put into my life! indeed, pressies this year is BIGGER and BETTER!
burberry brit sheer. (thanks matt!)
some presents from various ones.
some can never be captured on items because they are dinner treats and some pressies not yet come to me.. so so excited to receieve presents! ahhahas
my bungee jumping has yet to be done! (GRACE & VANESSA dont try to run away!)
but overall, thanks many many! :D :D
i am bless because of all of you.
PS. no photos of birthday celebration because i got them on my fisheye 2 which requires photo developing.. and i have yet to finish the film.
Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 1:43 PM
these babies are officially mine. :)
thanks sis!
fisheye 2
action sampler
i need to blog pictures. those pressies my sis got from hk for me are far too awesome! H&M bag, gladiators.. etc..
:))
not to forget, my birthday pressies from cg, usher and cheryl. :)
Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 10:47 PM
sales are the most AWESOME thing that ever existed.
let me tell you why,
i went to cotton on today.. i have to say that their stuff at usual price is already very cheap but they are now having some sales gg on with 50% off, its almost free!
i went in and got 3 tops for only $15! which is, $5 per clothing. i got a cardigan, a laced tank and one long sleeved top. its like... SO CHEAP LAH! sam say i sound like a auntie. but who cares. its super cheap.
i went to mango sale too.. was so tempted to get a bag and a top but i have to say, i am so so discipline! because recently i signed up an insurance savings plan with AIA. which means i have to save $100 per month and my mum will top up $25 for me. i calculated, i can only use $3 per day if i still dont get a part time job. i was holding on to the top and bag at mango deciding whether should i get it.. walked around and decided to not get it and save the $$.. aint i discipline? i am quite amazed by myself as i went to novo and saw this pair of flats which costs only $25! nearly got it.. but again, discipline sets in.
my birthday is coming in 5 days time! man! i am so excited! but need to pray for my birthday! pray that matt's dad would allow him to take the yatch out and also good weather on my birthday!
i cant wait for my sis to come back from HK with my presents! its awesome! she bought my fisheye 2 and action sampler. its heaven!
lalalala. happy girl. i am able to get my new phone, sony ericsson G900 by 15 July as my mum's plan would be due for upgrade! PTL! hopefully the promotion is still on!
school is starting.. SIGH SIGH SIGH. projects AGAIN. :(
Monday, June 09, 2008 @ 1:07 AM
something that etched in my mind today..
was at this secret place at vivo with mac.. just sitting down overlooking at tram railway.. the weather was nice and i started to ask him,
"if you can choose an age to be at, like just stay that way forever, which age will you choose?"
like usual, he would asked me to answer first, my choice was secondary 2. where everything was just so perfect. gang of girlfriends, cute guys we talk about, no heartbreaks, no hurts, no leaving behind, no growing up.. just doing our silly little things and laugh it off..
an age of a past.
but his answer to that question is, "that day i have my own business, a wife, a family.." all of those settling down stage.. at first, i thought, "you really think far dont you.." and kinda laugh at off.. but later do i realised,
an age of a future.
thats makes a WHOLE lot of difference
people can walk forward by looking backwards but at a slower pace, with no joy.
so this is the knot i need to untie,
and re tie it into a ribbon.
PS. my sis blessed me with $200 with no apparent reason. :)
Friday, June 06, 2008 @ 1:22 AM
today will be a day of discipline. no watching of movies.. ok.. maybe i will allow myself to one disc. no over-eating of junkies. no day dreaming. its gg to be focus focus focus. well.. one of my greatest desire this sem is to really get straight As for my results. also, for year 2, i wanna be on the DHL list. i heard there $$.. hahahas. but more then that lah, its really, i wanna get into a good uni.
well.. yesterday was my first and also the last night at loud camp! its indeed awesome.. though its just camp fire.. the love of God was so so saturated.. indeed, love is the greatest thing of all. ohh.. we all headed home.. well the cab that mac, kel, steven and i shared was indeed a miracle.. while everyone was trying to get a cab thru booking.. i cant call through the booking line at all.. they just dont pick up my call.. so while loitering around, waiting for a solution such as waiting for the bus.. a cab suddenly drove in.. i guess everyone had the idea like.. all cabs that drive in will be on call so no one kinda bothered to flag but i just give it a shot.. i went to the middle of the road to flag the cab.. PTL! its not on call, not booked or anything.. we hopped on it and went off.. without paying any booking charges, we got a cab faster then most of them.. hahahas. somehow, the uncle just miraclously turned up without any call.. he said he drove in to try his luck.. well.. i kept telling the uncle, he is good man! hahahas. went simpang for supper with mac and kel.. steven went home to sleep.. its been long since kel and i went there.. its just great to be back there without her mum bugging her to go home.. after supper, someone came to pick us up and we went home..
i have to say this, i went home.. there were a thousand thoughts running through my mind.. i thought so much that while i was applying my eye cream, it got into my eyes and turned my eyes red.. yes, thats how distracted i was.. AHHH.. its irritating..
Monday, June 02, 2008 @ 12:22 PM
hello guys!
its been long since i blogged. actually, i wanted to blog yesterday but somehow, blogger cant work.. so.. its kinda fated. cos i was just typing some nonsense.
anyway, today marks the beginning of the 21-day prayer in my church!
i just prayed for one hour and let me just tell you, its so so so so so phenomenal! i really believe God is gg to do something great and new in our midst!
let me tell you, the big man above seriously know EVERY THOUGHT you are thinking of. yes. people do say that alot of times, but it really hits you when it happens to you.
before i went in my room to pray for 1 hour, i have to confess.. i wasnt that spiritual thinking "God! i am so hungry for you!" instead my thoughts before i pray was, "aiya, bing, just pray now loh.. you have to do it sooner or later one ma" so i searched for my bro's guitar which i thought wasnt in my room.. walked around the house.. played with the skipping rope.. walked back into my room and there i found the guitar being covered by my curtain.. only then i started to pray..
prayed and prayed for 2-5 mins.. then HE said to my mind, "dont pray because you need to clock in the time or just to do the 1 hour, pray because you want me more in your life"
*kudos*
i quickly repented and humbled myself.. well.. God is gracious.. he turned my 1 hour around and showed me the magnitude of himself if only we will seek for HIM! not to just pray for one hour.
i am so excited! 20 days of renewal! i WILL BE at the next level. :)
my mid sem is two days away! do keep me in your prayers as i keep you in mine! love all of you who is reading this!
